A Resource Action
You've been surplussed.
That was the word used.
This is a resource action.
That was the phrase used.
Leave. Or find another position.
That was the message.
You have 30 days,
The clock is ticking.
They read the script.
Over the phone.
Out of sight.
Out of mind.
You were checking in the code,
Rushing to meet the deadline.
Heads down, juggling things.
Bugs, emails, instant messages, ideas.
Plans: car, house, family, books.
Then: there was a resource action.
Blindsided.
"12 years of my life"
It's over.
Simple as that.
You're not mad;
You're merely sad.
You thought you were a resource,
But then there was an action.
Unemotional:
The Corporation.
Cold:
The language.
"Rebalancing... efficiencies...
Your responsibility..."
The workings of capital
The theory of surplus value
...
Note the time. Start writing.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007, 12:14:05 PM
You hang up the phone
A fleeting thought:
"No wonder they never sent the new monitor".
And the fuss about that expense report
Hmm
You fire up the browser
"Let's get some more news about this thing...
this... this... 'resource action'".
The blog loads and renders.
7,000 words stare at you.
Written the previous day.
Unsolicited: your contribution.
Unrequited: your capital.
Extracted: your labour.
Redundant: your value.
Ironies are many
No matter.
You check in the code.
Respond to the instant message.
Answer the emails.
You are a resource.
You finish.
Break for lunch.
This is a dark matter.
...
You call The Wife.
You need a comfort suite,
And some soul insurance.
This is a dark matter.
...
So.
The first plank of the web style:
Identify all important resources.
First pass at a resume:
Enumerate skills and experience
Second pass:
Strive for brevity
You can have me in 30 days.
The clock is ticking.
This is a dark matter.
...
You get back to work.
Email arrives. Inbox:
"The Company's Africa work sounds so cool!"
Indeed.
So. Africa. The Company. Work. Sounds. This! Cool?
You have 30 days,
The clock is ticking.
You're still a resource
No.
No!
Enough
You were a resource
But they've taken an action
A judgement of value: surplus.
No.
Yes.
No matter.
It's your turn now.
You'll publish another resource.
Add value to the global surplus.
Your hyperlinked testimony,
Your resource action.
This is a dark matter.
...
Music. Pet Shop Boys:
"There's lots of opportunities.
If there aren't, you can make them"
Resilience
Music. Vesta Williams:
"Once bitten, twice shy"
Music. Gil Scott-Heron.
"She could hardly understand
that she was really sweeping up
pieces of a man."
This is a dark matter.
...
An awful conversation
An untimely disruption
A broken connection
A fractured dislocation
An involuntary termination
An extraordinary rendition
A resource manipulation
An ironic meditation
A redundant representation
A corporate decision
Announced with euphemism:
Call it a resource action
Best to rethink things.
After all: "You have 30 days".
The clock is ticking.
This is a dark matter.
...
Before: they paid you to stay.
Now: they'll pay you to leave?
Ironies are many
Strictly business,
Don't take it personal.
You're not alone.
A full frontal stare,
You dare not flinch.
You're all alone.
A temporary inconvenience
and a matter of soul.
Put your game face on:
"Be humble but be bold"
Timing is everything.
Must be more to the story.
No condition is permanent.
Observers are worried.
This is a dark matter.
...
It's time to save things
Let's see, the folder: web
The filename: resource-action.txt
That's enough.
Don't be precious,
You'll add the links later.
Note the time. Stop. It's all wasted time.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007, 1:45 PM
You get back to work.
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This is a resource action
This is the school of hard knocks
This is a dark matter.
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